I bet it is, murderer.
Me? I’m doing okay. While I am frustrated by many things, I’m pretty unified in myself and pretty clear about what sorts of things need to be done. I won’t say it’s not hard. Because it is. But things being hard is very different than having a soul full of discord and dismay. I’ve managed to keep the discord and dismay outside of myself for the time being. Outside may be chaos. And it does feel like chaos sometimes.
But inside. I am clear as a mountain stream in spring.