At the moment, I am very seriously questioning whether I will stay in my current relationship. Each time I type up another one of these lines, I realize how far behind my timeline the publication of these lines are. By the time I type up this line, (usually 6 months ahead) I may have made that decision. And by the time I publish (usually a year and a half behind) I will have settled into it. From this angle, though, I have no idea what will have happened.